Happy Holidays from Oakland, Oregon

Karla and Brian in Oakland, OR, in the snow After being stranded in Denver and unable to fly into Seattle or Portland, we finally made it to San Francisco, stayed with our friends Diane and Jasson overnight, and drove up the California coast, spending the night in Arcata. Yesterday we completed the journey, crossing the Siskyous on 199 from Crescent City to Grants Pass and finally up I-5. Just in time for Christmas Eve. Without our luggage, of course, which is lost in transit somewhere, trying to find us :) Woke up today to a completely white Christmas and snow falling all morning... Beautiful and peaceful. K and I are together, and with family, and that's all that truly matters. Peace.

R.I.P. George Carlin

George Carlin. May 12, 1937 - June 22, 2008. Goodbye.

Jesus is coming.. Look Busy - from Wikipedia.org

I was fortunate enough to see this man live twice - once in Las Vegas and once in Baltimore. Both times were incredible, irreverent, mind blowing, and life altering. Possibly one of the most intelligent comedians of all time - may you find yourself finally at peace in death, Mr. Carlin.

More to come on both adventures, once the shock's worn off, the coffee's kicked in, and I make it through a day of work...

Ah, Search Engine Mysteries...

Yes, indeed. I randomly typed this into my location bar in FireFox:

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Really, I was just bored and pressed down the first key that my finger laid upon.

Here's the magic result that came up:

http://service.govdelivery.com/docs/NJPASSA/NJPASSA_11/NJPASSA_11_20060919_en.pdf

Go figure. How those two go together, I have no idea. Maybe there are a bunch of "k" characters embedded somewhere in the PDF?

Glad to know, though, that Passaic County Sheriff's Department hosted an equestrian event in September of 2006.

And So We Begin Again...

Another year, another month, and so we begin again... life blossoming into springtime. Buds on the trees. Little yellow and purple flowers.

Went to Cunningham Falls State Park, camping with Karla and Matt and Robin. Grilled shish kabobs over an open fire on a makeshift grill built from sticks and fastened with wire. MacGyver would have been proud.

Hiked in the moonlight. The half-moon shining down on the most perfect and beautiful cherry blossoms, like snow suspended in space, or little ethereal moons themselves, reflections of eternity.

Hiked up Bob's Hill this morning - 1.5 miles and an insane elevation rise. A good workout. Beautiful views from the twin overlooks.

Being in the woods, just being. The beauty of small things coming into life, embracing their own existences. Moss, lichens on rocks, small wild spring onions.

And so we begin again, born into newness, embraced by our brothers and sisters the rocks and the trees.

Being one with all that is - is being all that is. I am a wild spring onion. I am the moss growing along the side of the path.

31 Years

I have just celebrated my 31st revolution around the Sun. Yes, today is my 31st birthday. I now find myself in the realm of the 30 somethings. I guess this means I'm supposed to be an "adult", have "responsibility", and in general achieve some sort of "productivity". He he he... We'll see.

Just to give you an idea, here's what 31 years mean:

  • 31 revolutions around the Sun
  • 18,100,000,000 miles traveled by just existing on the Earth (can I get frequent flier miles?)
  • 11,321 days (including leap days, if my math is right...)
  • 404 full moons (most of them gone unnoticed)
  • 982,080 lungfuls of air (roughly factored for different average rates of respiration per phase of life)

There are probably other interesting, but essentially useless, statistics I could think of, but I'm going to stop now. My 31st birthday cake is calling :)

Remembering What We Already Know

Recently, I've remembered one the important functions of Literature: to remind us of what we already know to be true but are on the verge of forgetting or have already forgotten...

In our everyday lives, full of news of wars and starvation, elections and systems of corruption, it becomes so easy to give in to the jading impulses of consumer imperialism. We walk with veiled eyes, avoiding even the consideration of the colossal problems that face us as a divided race. But in Literature, in good Literature - the kind of Literature that begins with a capital "L" - all of that can fall away, even if the major themes of the novel we're reading are in fact those very issues. This is because Literature offers us something more - an insight back into what it is to be human? a glimpse at an ideal we once held true in our own life? the logical destruction and redemption of our own folly?

I'm currently reading This is Where We Meet by the English novelist John Berger, a Christmas gift from my fiancé's mother. I had vaguely been aware of Berger, although I can't recollect when or how my own literary journey crossed paths with his name and likeness - but I hadn't read any of his work, until now.

It's not so much the stories that Berger is telling to me in This is Where We Meet that are what makes the novel great. The stories themselves revolve around common scenes. In each chapter, the main character as an old man, also named John (the fictitious alter-ego of the author himself, perhaps?) interacts with family members or friends, recollecting, almost sentimentally, their childhood or early adult years.

Nor is it the way in which he tells the stories (don't worry, you'll know this by page 10 if you haven't read the book already) - in many of the chapters he's actually holding conversations with the dead. For example, chapter one is a series of conversations, taking place in Madrid, where John discusses his childhood with his dead mother (a ghost? a spirit? the imaginings of an old man coming unhinged?).

Nor is it the beautiful language, and there is much beautiful language in this book. In his descriptions of the locations - for each chapter also deals with a specific location that is as important as the specific character from the narrator's past - there is a magic, a beauty. It's a man telling us the intimate secrets about one of his lovers.

Indeed, it is the combination of all these things that elevates this book into the realm of capital "L" Literature. These almost mundane, sentimental recollections of a man's childhood, or his university experiences, or his interaction with his daughter (named Katya, which also happens to be the name of Berger's daughter in the real world), juxtaposed with the elegant traveler's descriptions of the cities themselves, intertwined with just enough post-modernism to give it a mystical edge (he's talking to dead people! or is he talking to himself?) merge to form a fascinating narrative that reminds the reader, or at least this reader, how much the little things matter.

Maybe it's because I had a bit of a heart-to-heart with my own mother over Christmas that these life experiences that I've taken for granted have suddenly been cast into a new light. Maybe it's because two days from now I'll have revolved around the Sun thirty-one times, and that kind of distance starts to make a man realize his own mortality. Maybe it's because global warming is causing one of the strangest winters I've ever experienced and... Or maybe it's just the brilliant magic of John Berger's writing.

I don't know, but reading Here is Where We Meet has reminded me of all of the little things that are beautiful, sad, brilliant, delirious, wonderful, joyous, painful, and otherwise life-making - those little things that are the true experiences of a life. And it's those little things that we know, the ones that we keep forgetting as our resolve is chipped away by the jading blows of so-called civilization, that Literature continually reminds us are important.


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